“Gnashing
of teeth” has frightened me since I was a child. To be cast out “into the outer
darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth,” as Jesus is
quoted in Matthew 8:12, is terrifying. “Gnashing of teeth” occurs six times in
Matthew and once in Luke, according to the footnotes in my Oxford Annotated
NRSV.
I
am re-reading Jesus’ words during my morning prayers, admittedly looking for
comfort and inspiration as well as challenge. But these words were a sobering
slap in the face the morning I write this. It reminded me of the monster god I’ve written of before, the one perhaps the global majority of Christians fear.
The
contexts of the phrase sometimes include a “furnace of fire” or a “cutting in
pieces” of an individual, and they are always about those who assumed they
belonged as heirs of God’s kingdom or of God’s household. One seems anti-Semitic
and others directed toward the self-righteous of any faith, the spiritually
privileged. One is directed at a clearly abusive person, another at a mere
under-achiever, and one has simply failed to wear the right garment. The
fashion police would love that one!
I
understand that prophets like Jesus used hyperbole, so you must cut off any
body part that causes you to sin, and (I’ve been told) his Aramaic tongue did
not include comparatives like “more,” so you must hate mother and father to
love Jesus. That’s how I’ve dealt with Jesus’ harsher sayings in the past.
So
why stumble on “gnashing of teeth” this morning?
Again,
my footnote explained: “Gnashing of teeth,
an indication of sharp pain or vexation.”
As
someone who has ground his teeth in his sleep when anxious or clenched my teeth
in anger or grit my teeth in frustration or metaphorically bit my tongue rather
than weaponize it, the phrase absolutely incarnates sharp pain or vexation.
And
I realize I’ve been “there” many times, that is, someplace outside of the
kingdom of Jesus’ influence, outside of God’s commonwealth.
Though
all these things are natural and necessary in the everyday world, the
commonwealth of God is a place beyond anxiety, anger, frustration, and
vitriol—and few there be that find it, to use another Jesus phrase.
So
my fear of “gnashing of teeth” is a fear of what happens everyday for me as I face
the news or traffic or people or schedules or the internet or health issues
or—well, you get my drift. Gnashing of teeth is our contemporary lifestyle.
As
much as I can let go of this in prayer, contemplation, kindliness, cooperation,
activism and service, the closer I am to the kingdom of heaven.
Jesus
followed his “gnashing of teeth” imagery by telling his petitioner, “Go; let it
be done for you according to your faith.” And the loved one the soldier was
asking for “was healed in that hour,” according to Matthew 6:13.
But
I somehow also believe that God is to be found in our gnashing of teeth.
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Gnashing of teeth! Maybe Jesus is somehow reminding me that there is pain and discomfort in the midst of searching for God's reign. I don't know. I just hope beyond hope that somehow the law of mercy will triumph over the law of judgement.(James 2:12-13)
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