Jesus' agony in the garden may be seen
in the twisted trees of Gethsemane.
I
once witnessed someone become distressed when it was suggested that Jesus might
have been able to tell his disciples on which side of the boat to cast their
nets because he could see a school of fish from his vantage point on the shore.
For that person, it “destroyed” the miracle.
And
a 7th grade teacher at my fundamentalist school got very upset when
my oral book report included a character’s thought that the food with which
Jesus fed the multitude might have been food that the crowds had brought but
kept hidden lest they be expected to share. For her, it became less of a
“miracle.”
That
Jesus had the common sense of a fisherman to look for a dark patch near the
surface of the water and the prescience to know his followers would share what food
they had are, to me, examples of “futuring,” having knowledge of what is to
come. And such abilities are often associated with contemplation, serious
thought about the nature of things, as well as practical application of ancient
and modern wisdom.
Some
of you will be relieved to know that this may be my last reference to Teilhard
de Chardin’s The Future of Man, which
I’ve been reading during morning prayer. This has not been my only source of
meditation, as I am usually reading several books during any given period. But
it has both lifted me up and caused a “downcast spirit within me” as I’ve
considered his optimistic view in the light of so much distressing news in this
and other countries.
But
as a Jesuit and a paleontologist, he shares the long view of human history. He
sees the future in terms of our evolutionary past, that what took millions of
years to evolve may still have millions of years to mature and further evolve.
That he could do so in the midst and aftermath of two world wars suggests we
may share his faith in the future in our own difficult times.
In
a sense, he too sees the fertile “dark patch in the water” that Jesus saw, and
has the prescience to know we already hold the resources to address our common
human concerns, just as Jesus had by providing food to eat and food for thought
to a multitude.
Which
brings us back to Jesus, our exemplary contemplative, whose time in the
wilderness and whose prayers in lonely places gave him perspective and hope. He
could see a realm beyond religion and Israel and Rome, a “kingdom not of this
world” yet “in the world” and “among us” when healing and reconciliation occur,
where mercy and grace are experienced, and as compassion informs our every
choice, political and spiritual.
He
saw those who needed “catching” for this new world (“the harvest is plentiful,
but the harvesters are few”), and knew offering his own “loaves and fishes”
would prompt others to share ours. He warned of trials and tribulations to
come, foreseeing his own martyrdom and that of his followers, while promising
to be with us through the ages.
One
could say that his “last supper” with his loved ones served also as the “first
supper” of the world to be, as he offered meaning to what was to come this holy
week and the means by which to hold the community together afterward, by remembering
through shared bread and wine, rituals and words. A recent social science study
reveals that shared ritual increases trust even among strangers.
These
six Wednesdays I have offered memes of contemplative prayer and of
contemplative life. I consider myself a “contemplative-wannabe,” wanting to
incorporate these practices into my life more and more: remembering, solitude, unceasing
prayer, holding myself “in quiet and silence,” spiritually struggling like the
psalmists, recognizing the sacred everywhere and in everyone and in everything,
treating life as a pilgrimage, and anticipating the possible.
Many
progressive Christians hope to do the same: we realize that without a strong
spiritual center we can neither transform ourselves nor the church nor the
world.
Like
other “contemplative-wannabe” writers, I take comfort in John of the Ladder, a
seventh century ascetic of forty years, who wrote:
If some are still dominated by their former bad habits, and yet can teach by mere words, let them teach…For perhaps, being put to shame by their own words, they will eventually begin to practice what they teach.
Previous posts in this contemplative series:
Remember the Gift – The role of memory in contemplation
“Peace! Be Still!” – The prayer of the Desert Mothers and Fathers
Rage to Ecstasy: Praying the Psalms – Monastic use of the psalms
Altars in the World – Contemplative vision of the sacred everywhere and in everyone
Pilgrim’s Progress – Pilgrimage as an aid to contemplation
The next two Wednesdays: “Resurrection Today: Parts One and
Two”
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What you shared is very thought provoking for me, Chris. Thanks. I went to obvious places and i also went to my wonderment about the state of things today being seemingly so bad. I find myself clinging to remembering my youthful response to the horrors of the 60's. And my "too overwhelmed to barely dare to think" in the 80's, etc. Why, i am wondering do things seem more and more overwhelming the older and more experienced we are? I do remember my almost blase (compared to now) hopefulness of my youth. I want to not "infect" the up and coming youth with any sense of my desperateness. I envy that they do not "know" and so they carry on as if what they are doing will make everything better. And it does, just in the sense that they are working together and believe that. But, it is weird to just want to "get out of the way".
ReplyDeleteProfound! Makes me think of "Prayer of an Aging Jesuit" that reads in part: "And please, Lord, let me still be useful, contributing to the world my optimism, adding my prayers to the joyful fervor and courage of those who now take their turn at the helm."
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